REJECTED

If one has the need to be rejected

One should be rejected by the big people

Small time rejection is not worth it

Because you are going to eat your self up for a long time after the rejection

If you are a playwright make sure you send your plays to be, "ONLY REJECTED."

send it to the biggest theaters and producers on the planet and then do whatever you need to do after that rejection.

But you won't be so worried abou it, yo shouldn't be worried at all, your objective was nothing but rejection and trust me all those big shots will reject you and why not /

They haven't heard of you at all...why would you be accepted...if they haven't heard of your name ever before, they won't think that you can be good or important so why would they

accept you ?  And that wasn't your motive at all any way.

You need to send your stuff out to be rejected...right ?  right or wrong ?

Lets get this straight first....

If you are dishonest with me or yourself and are sending your scripts out to them to be accepted then the whole premise of this scenario falls apart from the very beginning....

So the purpose is, "REJECTION." not,"ACCEPTANCE."

Should we go on ?

Ok.....

You must spend your time, energy and money for one and one purpose only, "REJECTION."

That is essential.  Say it again and again before you send anything out to the mighty big people.

"I need to be rejected."

"I need to be rejected."

"I need to be rejected."

Then and only then you send that bundle out.....Don't  worry it will come back.

Just don't forget to put self addressed envelop in it...just extra couple of dollars worth of stamps...a small price to pay for the achievement of your goal.

And within no time you will accomplish your goal.  THere is nothing more satisfying in the world than to be rejected by the almighty theaters and producers and publishers....

Keep sending and keep getting rejected....There is nothing like it...............

Now start...What are you waiting for ?

If you don't send your scripts out you won't be, "REJECTED."  That's for sure....

You will be totally unfullfilled in your motivation and purpose and you will be considered a failure............

Success is only in the rejection....

Go ask all the successful people...They all eventually reject themselves....It was their need to begin with.

Now they are going to finally satisfy it with the prescription drugs....None of them can sleep.

What kind of acceptance and success is that ?

'ONLY "REJECTION." WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH AND GO ON......

LISTEN, LISTEN TO ME.  I AM YOUR MOTHER

Are you educated ?

Yes

Are you smart ?

I don't know

Did you pass all the exams ?

Yes

Are you highly educated ?

Yes

So what's the problem ?

I didn't make money from my degrees

You still have them, right ?

Yes. Right

That's good enough

How much money do you want ?

Not much

You have done well, don't worry about the degrees not making you any money especially when you don want much

You mean I should be proud

Do you want to be ashamed rather ?

No

Then be proud

Of what /

Your degrees

And what about the money ?

You didn't want it, money some times is not clean...money has to be laundered to be rich, very rich, very very rich.

Did you want to launder money ?

No

You are all right, you have done well, be proud

Not ashamed than ?

You want to be ashamed ?

No

Then the opposite of ashamed is proud...be proud

WHO IS INADEQUATE AND WHO IS NOT

Its always there

The feeling of inadequacy

What is it that the world had and you didn't

As long as they were there there was more necessity to feel adequate

As long as the power of the degree was behind, the inadequacy didn't feel so heavy

Now all of a  sudden both those things have perished and so is the sense of any power and contentment and pride with it...

That means there was never any sense of power in you at all as a human being

Hiding behind the degree was the shield

Why must you be embarrassed ?

Who pays the bills ?

Just be proud to pay the bills

Don't look for any other accomplishments at all

Only be happy, independent, proud, very, very proud to pay your own bills.

Thats your accomplishment

Now forget about that horrible feeling of inadequacy

Forget about it for one day

Today you won't think of nothing like "Inadequacy." ect, ect, ect,

VULNERABLE

Vulnerably complicated

Delicately vague

Embarrassingly Unsolvable

Go around it

Don't go through it

Don't try to solve it

Don't try to resolve it

Go around it

Go sideways

Go the other way of the problem

Don't sit on it

Discard it as soon as you encounter it

It can never be solved

Its eternal

Its a condition one is born with

Walk away from it

Don't confront it

Walk away from it

Walk away from problems

Problems never go away

Just walk away from it

Walk away from one problem

Walk away from the two problem

Walk away from the third problem

Problems will always come

Problems will keep coming your way

Walk away...away far away...walk away...........

ALWAYS THE SAME,SAME ALWAYS

Making the same remarks, same false noncommittal gestures

Never taking the others time seriously

Never taking others seriously

Mememememememememememememe generation

boringboringboringboringboringboringboringboring

Very boring...................

UNHAPPY

Unhappy is good

Unhappy is popular

Unhappy is making money

Unhappy will sell

Unhappy make others happy

Happy is the one who is listening to some one else's unhappy story

happy is the one who is sitting the unhappy

Unhappy is the least threatening

Unhappy is the least powerful

Unhappy is weakening of the reflexes of the unhappy one and strengthening the happy

Unhappy is popular because it makes all others look happy

Imagine unhappy people and you yourself will become very happy

INTENSE, DISTURBING, UNCOMFORTABLY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF A HOUSE

Some of the memories of the grass and trees and mango groves

Some of the memories of shashoot trees outside the house

Some of the memories of picking the shatoots from the bowing down branches of

that delicious, colored purple fruit...

Some of the memories of eating that tongue biting and tongue coloring fruit in the scorching heat of the  afternoons when every one was indoors taking a siesta and you sneaked out and played with boys and ate mangoes and shatoot............

Climbed those trees like a fast moving monkey and jumping up and down from the popal trees without ever getting a single bruise on your darkly shining bare skinny legs....

The fragmented splinters of memories of those hot afternoons with the poor neighborhood children of Un-educated and unfortunate backgrounds were the blessings of joy and hearty laughter....

Memories of parents yelling and screaming at your shatoot stained frock.....

"Were you playing with those dirty children again picking the cheap fruit from the rotten trees? while staining your expansive , new frock for ever."  'How many times you have been told to stay indoors and get some sleep in the afternoon while the whole city is boiling in 100 degree temprature."  'Do you want to get heat stroke so you won't have to go to school again ?"

Next afternoon again the skipping out of that freezing cold room with artificial means of cool

 was the only desire time after time, day after day, week after week....

Growing out of those pleasures or growing up to loose it all was the least dream of the glorious childhood left behind some where where there are no more shatoots, no more mango trees and no more house and no more parents to be in that house............