Tuesday, June 17, 2014

NO ARIA SO FAR

NO ARIA SO FAR

No aria so far
No  C so far
No Albanian so far
Sam...Ok
Wife...look for her

TOMORROW

Put the script in order
Print a copy
See Samantha 4pm
Wash H
Give K his part

ARIA NO 2

Go to Ohio theater in the evening
Wednesday 2-30 Samantha
Les Miserable in the evening
Richard the 111
No man's land

ARIA NO 3

I should be now an immigrant with no past

AN IMMIGRANT WITH NO PAST
A
NEW PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF

Colonoalism is dead
Possibilities of new beginnings and self invention

I was no one

It was exactly what I wanted.

Monday, June 9, 2014

BE UP-FRONT, BE HONEST

BE UP-FRONT.  BE HONEST

In your dealings with others don't play games.
The people you are playing games with understand the nature of your games
So they think you are either dishonest or just think that people you are dealing with are stupid idiots
But actually you are the idiot who think of others as non existing, non communicative apes
But you are the dishonest ape.
Its good for your integrity (Do you have any?) to ask for forgiveness for your ignorance of yourself and of others.
Get the ego out of the way.
Your ego is your monkey jumping on your back whispering in your ears, "You are the only one...You are the only one"  "ONly you, only you count."
Close your ears and don't listen to your monkey.
Monkeys are gone.. Turned  into human beings unfortunately.
Are you human?
Oh! you think so
Si be honest.  Be up-front.

Monday, March 24, 2014

GREAT EXPECTATIONS AND GREAT DISAPPOINTMENTS

GREAT EXPECTATIONS AND GREAT DISAPPOINTMENTS

There is nothing more to say....

It defines my life

It defines my whole existence

What a shock.....

What dreams?

What nightmares?

Getting worse every day

What were the thoughts?

What"s the result

So sad

Talent wasted

Completely wasted.

If I was T.S ELIOT

i WILL WRITE THE POEM, WASTELAND

But its already written and by a great master

And that is my life

That turned out to be my life

WASTELAND

WASTELAND IN EVERY WHICH WAY

Friday, March 14, 2014

COMING UP HEADACHE

COMING UP HEADACHE

Why must it be a headache?

Because it is

The people involved

The people not involved

Money ?

What money?

Assistant?

What assistant

Public?

What?

Regard?

You must be kidding me

Respect?

What an old fashion word

Profession?

You make me laugh

So?

So what?

Should the headache be avoided?

Then it won't be called a headache

But can it be avoided?

Would like to but don't know how

Not dealing with the up coming headache is another headache

Headache all the way

An un-ending flight to the upcoming headaches…...

Thursday, March 13, 2014

WHERE IS MY NEW FRIDGE


  WHERE IS MY FRIDGE?

They said, 'They are coming at 8AM

Thats what they said

'What time is it now?"

'12 o clock."

"Wow"

They said,"They are coming at 8AM"

Thats what they said

"Wow"  
People just say things

They just say things

They don't mean any thing

They just say things

Don't wait for no body

Even for a king

'But I am waiting for my fridge

Forget about it

Forget about the fridge

Forget about people

Forget about everything

Monday, February 24, 2014

THOUGHTS WILL LEAD TO

THOUGHTS WILL LEAD TO

Thought leads towards,"WORDS"
Words lead to a sentence
A sentence becomes a paragraph
A paragraph turns into a chapter
And a chapter turns into many chapters
And many chapters become a book
And the book gets published.......

That is if you are lucky
Very lucky
Very very lucky..........

But luck comes after
After the chapters have been written
No matter how
No matter, with great ease or with lots of pain

Chapters have to be there...........

The problem here is just the talk of chapters
Not the writing of chapters
But just the talk of it......
Not even the talk of it
But the thought of it...........

You think just the thought of it will do the trick
And you know that is not true
That is far from the truth
Far far away from the truth

Truth is not even good chapters or bad chapters
Truth is just the chapters
Where are they?
Only the thought of it doesn't make a novel
Only the thought of it doesn't make the play
You have to connect the thought
The thought to the next thought
And the next
And the next
and then you might have a few scenes
Where are the scenes?
Where is the play?
Just the thought of a play is not a play
Where is the play?

Keep the thought
Before it goes away
Before it vanishes
And vanish it will
Thought is a living thing
It doesn't have a life of centuries
It has a limited life
Like all living things
Thought is getting old
Thought will just become dust soon

Put the thought next to the next thought
And to the next
And to the next
Thought is fragile
Thought is tender
Thought is painful

Wrap it up in a thin chiffon dupatta
Wrap it in a thin linen kameez
Wrap it up in a thin mulmul ki chuni
wrap it up no matter what.....

Otherwise the thought will disintegrate with the eternal dust
And fly away
Fly away to distant land like kabooter
wITH MESSAGES OF URGENCY
wITH MESSAGES OF BAD NEWS
NEWS OF DEATH
NEWS OF WAR...........................

Thought is begging you to express it
Thought is begging you to share it with others
Thought is getting smudged inside a narrow chest
Speak the thought I pray the
Speak the thought
Let others hear it
They came here tonight to hear your thoughts out loud
Don't be shy
They are not here to judge
They are here to share
They are here to enjoy

Doesn't matter if the thoughts are sad
Soesn't matter if the thoughts are tragic
They came here tonight to share it

Because they themselves are afraid to express their own thoughts
By listening to yours out loud, they will go out, have a glass of wine
And finally will speak their own thoughts out loud...............
See how the expression of a thought is so merciful
See , the expression of a thought is so like every one else's thoughts

Don't keep the thoughts imprisoned
We belong to your thoughts
We are all the siblings of your thoughts
Lets have a spicy meal and share the harrisa sauce, the samosa, the duck, the salmon, the truffles

YES YOUR THOUGHTS ARE OUR TRUFFLES BECAUSE THEY ARE SO PRICY
AND YOU SO GENEROUS TO SHARE THEM WITH ALL WHO COME TO HEAR
THE MELODIOUS THOUGHT, THE AIRY THOUGHT, THE SORROWFUL THOUGHT
THE BRAVE THOUGHT, THE POIGNANT THOUGHT.................................

Monday, February 10, 2014

IN MY MIND'S SOUL

IN MY MIND'S SOUL

Glimpses into our most intimate self
Transport of imagination
Their loss left an eternal sadness on all of us.
The observations in my mind's soul

Don't rationalize the subconscious, you will kill the spirtuality
Very productive, very creative, very progressive family
Instincts inhibited by social conventions
Synthesis of the sub-real and real.

You have internal riches,  Aquire the power to employ them
OBSTACLES STANDING IN THE WAY OF INDIVIDUALS FREE EXPANSIONS
MUST BE DESTROYED

Remove all hurdles, all kinds of things, people, places, control, power, money,in the way of your creating.
Its you and your own way which matter the most and it should matter to you and only you to create
freely and independently

You must not divide yourself into the hostile camps and your action should harmonize with your deeper
inclinations.

I have been very patient with you and your snapping moods.
Whenever you didn't like anything I said, you snapped at me.