MESS, MESS EVERYWHERE.

BAGS FULL OF HAND WRITTEN MATERIAL

 BAGS FULL OF HAND WRITTEN MATERIAL

PUT INTO THE WORD PROGRAM

WE WILL SEE ABOUT THAT SOME DAY

PUT ART WORK IN ONE COLLECTION

WE WILL SEE ABOUT THAT!

MAKE SPACE FOR WRITING AT HOME

YEH, WE WILL SEE ABOUT THAT!

MAKE SPACE FOR DRAWING AT HOME

YEH, WE WILL SEE ABOUT THAT!

CLEAN UP...

YAH...YAH...YAH

KITCHEN TABLE

WHAT ABOUT THE KITCHEN TABLE?

REMOVE THE MESS

YEH, WE WILL SEE ABOUT THAT!

KITCHEN DRESSING TABLE

WHAT?

KITCHEN DRESSING TABLE

YOU HAVE A DRESSING TABLE IN THE KITCHEN?

YEH, ONE IN THE BED ROOM AND ONE IN THE KITCHEN

AND YOU NEVER DRESS UP...

YAH...THAT'S A SHAME!

DRESSING TABLE IN THE BED ROOM

WHAT ABOUT THE DRESSING TABLE IN THE THE BED ROOMED ROOM?

THE MESS ON THE DRESSING TABLE IN THE BED ROOM

WHEN WILL THE MESS BE CLEANED UP?

YAH...YAH...YAH

UNDER THE KITCHEN SINK

WHAT ABOUT THAT?

THE MESS

YOU HAVE SO MUCH MESS, ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH THE MESS?

I HATE THE MESS

WHY DON'T YOU CLEAN UP THE MESS?

I HATE THE MESS SO MUCH THAT WHEN I LOOK AT IT , I WANT TO THROW UP

AND TO AVOID THE VOMIT AND QUICKLY LEAVE AND GO SIT IN A FANCY CAFE TO FEEL

THAT I AM STILL SOMEWHAT FANCY.

WHAT A LIE YOU ARE LIVING ALL THIS TIME...

AT LEAST I AM LIVING...F THEM WEAR PANT SUITS

I AM LIVING LIKE ALL THE POLITICIANS WHO LIVE THE LIFE OF LIES IN A PANT SUIT

NOT ALL OF THEM WEAR PANTSUITS...

NOT ALL OF THEM BUT PANT SUITS ARE MORE POWERFUL AND GIVE YOU STATUS OF

IMPORTANCE EVEN IF YOUR HOUSE IS FULL OF MESS...

THROW ALL THE MESS OUT AND BUY SOME POWER PANT SUITS

I DON'T HAVE TO THROW THE MESS OUT AND STILL BUY THE PANT SUITS AND BEHAVE

 POWERFUL

YOU CAN'T JUST BEHAVE POWERFUL, YOU HAVE TO BE POWERFUL AND WHEN YOUR

 HOUSE IS MESSY, YOU ARE NOT POWERFUL AT ALL. THE MESS ON YOUR MIND TAKE

OVER YOUR POWER AND BRILLIANCE.

F ABSENCE TAKE A LEAVE OF ABSENCE FROM THE CAFE'S AND GO HOME AND DEAL

 WITHE MESS ONCE AND FOR ALL AND I PROMISE YOU WILL ACHIEVE SUCCESS WHICH

 YOU CAME HERE FOR...

REALLY?

YES, REALLY...

YOU DON'T LIVE IN NY, I DO AND I HAVE SEEN SOME OF THE MOST SUCCESSFUL

 PEOPLE'S APTS ...THEY LIVE WITHE RATS...

THEY BECAME SUCCESSFUL FIRST AND RATS LATER...YOU DID THE OPPOSITE...

LIVE LIKE THE ONES WHO LIVE IN SAN FRANCISCO...

BE HOMELESS, YOU MEAN...

YOU ARE STILL HOMELESS...YOU LIVE IN THE CAFE'S $7 EXPRESSO WHILE THE MESS

 LIVES IN YOUR HOUSE RENT FREE...

CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION?

BY ALL MEANS...YOU ALWAYS ASK ME QUESTIONS AT THE END...GO AHEAD, ASK

WHY DID YOU LEAVE YOURF COUNTRY?

SILENCE...

WHY DID YOU LEAVE YOUR COUNTRY?

SILENCE...

WHY DID YOU LEAVE YOUR COUNTRY?

SILENCE COMES...SILENCE COMES...SILENCE COMES...

THEN I WOKE UP...

I NEED TO CLEAN THIS MESS SOMEDAY SOON...

THE DEPRESSION BEGINS...EARLY IN THE MORNING AND LASTS TILL LATE IN THE NIGHT.

BOOKS TO BE READ

BOOKS TO BE READ

STOLEN AND DAMAGED ART

ART OF DESPARATION

END OF THE NIGHT

NEW BOOK ABOUT BOUDELAIRE

SWAN IN THE EVENING (DONE READING)

CAFE TALES

LETTERS TO THE PRESS BY George Bernard Shaw

SAMUEL JHONSON'S BOOK ABOUT ANOTHER AUTHOR WHOSE NAME ESCAPES ME

RIGHT NOW

 

LET'S BECOME COMEDIANS CONTINUES

 LET'S BECOME COMEDIANS

Be the best.ror, hand made by you and no one else

Final solution for the negative and depressed mind is comedy

Ridicule satire

Hold the mirror to power

Your mirror and no one else's

Don't apply other's formula to your own ability, no matter how

politically correct that might be

Be true to yourself and to your words

Say what you mean with a cackle but not too much cackle because no 

One will take you seriously.

Limited cackle necessary but it's healthy

Express everything with a joke, like a joke

Five minutes of jokes

People are going through high price grocery

Fill their stomachs and minds with funny jokes about the rising prices of grocery

Keep laughing at yourself

Low ego necessary

High ego makes people walk out

You are not an expert on everything or anything

Play dumb and funny

Politics is the most important thing for comedy if used properly

Make fun of everything seriously

Start with making fun of yourself.

Dress up smart and stylish

Wear a grand hat

Live in denial on stage

Don't be a sf middle classmart Alec 

Sometime be smarter than other times but right away assume

The persona of non serious ordinary persoround of middle class background...

A person without a mercedes Benz is a poor person, play with poverty

 Assume a state of fluidity

Stylish comedy. Style is everything

Be smart, behave ignorant

Have incredible passion for tho have an hour oe audience, connect with them

Be ready to have an hour of fun with yourself and with the audience

Hide your anger under laughs and little remarks which can be biting

Don't make them obliged to laugh

Make fun of permanent corruption of all politicians

Become the mouthpiece of the voiceless in an amusing manner

Stay away from anger in an obvious way

Make a point without great empahsis

Be casual with your seriousness

LETS BECOME COMEDIANS

 LETS BECOME COMEDIANS

Hold the mirror to power in a funny way

Let's live in denial of reality

Let's create a fictional world

The world of jokes, jokes, jokes

Life is a joke

Live that joke and laugh

Laugh and laugh and laugh

Laugh like Kamala

Laugh like Camala

Laugh like Camala

Not laughing like

Not laughing now

That's why the ridicule of comedy is necessary

Let's live our lives in a comic show 

three months of laughter

Better than never laughing

Let people perish

You must laugh

Live like a joyful warrior

Just like Camala

Live like Joyful warrior just like Camala

At least for three months

At least for three months

Better than never laughing

Better than always crying

Crying over the demise of other human beings

Not laughing now

Not laughing now

Who is laughing now?

Someone else

Always obey the custom of laughing

moe htOne cries at night

The other laughs in 

Why are you always crying?

The other laughs tomorrow

One laughs now

The other will laugh tomorrow

That's the custom of the world

Are you part of the world?you?

Than adopt comedy

Comedy is your profession now

Another profession?

Yes,

Time to change my career

Career of failure?

Always failure

Always failure

But in the guise of comedy

Always make fun of failure

Your's and every one else's

When laughter is the part of the slaughter ofhumanity

Then ev ery one has failed

Everyone...

No success over the murder of a whole human race

Laugh...

Laugh...

Laugh...

Laugh like a comedian

Laugh like Camala...

 Let us be all comedian...

Enough of blood shed...

Time for a hearty laughter...

You must fail in life

Failure is essential

 laugh and laugh and laugh

Be a comedian fom now on...

Fail and fail again

BUT LAUGH AT YOURSELrF

BUT LAUGH LOUDLY AT YOUR FAILURE

THAT'S YOUR NEW JOB FROM NOW ON...

CELEBRATE....

Are 

THE GARDEN

 THE GARDEN

It's getting cold but I don't want to Leave

I can't leave this blissful garden

How can I?

Heaven amongst hell...

The jungle outside

With bicycles, motor bikes and dogs on the side walks

Any second your bones will be broken...

People in a hurry

Where are they going?

Going somewhere...

It's good to be in a hurry

Saves time

Life is short...

But they have no right to bump into you...

Bumping into other people  and smashing their shoulder blades...

Surgery is required is required because of their urgency of selfishness.

Got a rotator cuff...

Oh! here comes another one

Crushing everyones toes

He is in a hurry too...

Where is he going?

Going somewhere....

He can go whereever but doesn't have to take my toes with him...

Here comes the ferocious looking dog...

The owner is texting

The leash is very long

The dog is coming in between my legs

I am not only afraid of dogs but I have a bad knee as well...

The fear of the dog and no cartilage in the knee, a bad combination...

"Can you please watch your dog?"

I plead to the busy man on his phone...

He doesn't hear me...

"Can you please watch your dog?" I plead again

He takes his ear plugs out and is furious

'What's wrong miss? '"My dog is on a leash."

'The leash is very long and my knee is sensitive and when I am frightened

It gives a big jump and a jerk to my knee."

"My dog is fine, is very calm, is a puppy, won't do any thing to you."

"How do you know? You are not watching, you are texting."

'What's your problem miss? " My dog is good. Doesn't hurt any one, won't hurt you."

"I am not any one and if your dog does hurt me, it will be too late for me."

At this moment he mumbled a curse word and angrily walked away.

These kinds of things happen a lot on the side walk and now

I feel blessed and protected in this beautiful little garden.`

The garden is so peaceful, so serene...

No horns, no ambulances, no drunks, no homeless

No piercing siren's of police cars...

I can't believe i found this beautiful garden...

One day by walking, looking for a cafe, no cafe insight

I just turned on a remote corner and smelled scent of jasmine

There was a wall in-front of me though...

I almost turned around and go back to the bus...

Then suddenly I saw. a small gate, bit hidden

I went to the gate, it wasn't locked...opened it

Couldn't believe my eyes...

There was a gem of a green little, well maintained garden

Full of rose buds and jasmine sunflowers and flowers of all kinds

There was even a small table and a few chairs there...

I thought it was a dream...

Couldn't believe it.

I sat on the chair and took a long breath to get all the perfumes and fresh air

In my tired lungs...

The garden became my seceret Eden...

I went back many times

Sat there and read books, books my favorite books of poetry and philosophy...

Thought of Baudelaire, who was always looking for an adventure, going to exotic

places without ever getting there...

Read short stories by Maupassant, Poetry of Byron and T.S. Elliot...

Every evening I thought of the garden

Every morning I went there...

The gate was always open...

No one was ever there but I...

I can live here for ever...

It was my Eden...

Then I woke up...

It was a dream afterall.

GARDEN WASN'T THERE...

ONLY THE NOISE, THE SIRENS, THE AGGRESSION, THE BICYCLES...PEOPLE RUSHING

 ABOUT, CRUSHING YOUR TOES....

HOPE

 HOPE

"Demans hope from herself."

"Baffled and wounded but not angry."

Neither is she defeatist in her portrait of arts role."   Some one, a critic, whose name I have to look for said about 'Enter Ghost" a novel by Isabella Haddad